Life.

So lately, well actually just the last 2 days or so, I end up taking time out of my day and just watch people and think. I'm usually in my car when I do this. To me, being in my car, sometimes listening to good music (at least what I think is good, some may disagree otherwise), I just reflect on myself and my life. To tell you the truth, 10 years ago, I would've never thought that I would be where I am at now. I think that I've made it pretty far to be where I am today, and even thou some would think that I am not that successful in my life, they obviously don't know or understand what I've had to go through to get here today, or even be alive today. I've escaped death twice in my existence, and not many people know that. I think about 3 or 4 people know that really. So I just wanted to reflect on myself. So 'Hurrah' to me!!! I have a great lifestyle, groovy car that I love, a good job (lately has unfortunately been a letdown thou), a boyfriend that has really been there for me all along, a faithful doggie companion, loving kitties, and some really great friends. I am generally at peace with myself right now, lets hope this stays like this and I'm good for a while. So thank you everyone for being in my life and having faith in me.

froggy....

yeah. its dead. im sad....

A BAD DAY!!!!

So today started off pretty good, and now its really not so good.

Lets see...well, it started off with getting my nails done, no problem. Then I had to return the tank I got for my frog and replace it cause it was cracked and damaged. Got that done. No problems.
Well, when I got home, the one frog in the 'holding tank' was just float'n at the top. They tend to do that here and there, so I just kinda tap on the outside and then they move or do something so I know Im good. Well, today she didn't do anything. Just floating there. I tapped again and she moved a tiny bit. So now I had to act fast and get the other tank up and going. They've been in the other tank for way too long and it was really gross. So now I got everything good, and both frogs are in the new tank. Well the one is still floating and if I shake the tank a bit or tap on the side, she'll move here or there and then just float again. She also is very fat and 'bloaty' and I am really worried now that I didn't help out in time. I am sooo angry with myself right now. I feel so bad that I can't really do much else. Just keep an eye out and watch to make sure she's not dead or she survives this. I am a horrible parent! I would not be a good mom. So the frog is just floating, all fat and it's mouth is open a bit, and I don't know what to do. Then when I go online to these stupid games I play where you create your own farm or world, I find out that I am kicked out of my stupid alliance for being inactive, and it's only been like 2 or 3 days, and people are now attacking me. I am beyond pissed! I actually have a life people!!! I don't sit at the computer day and night playing stupid games. I can't believe this. I am just really not a happy camper right now. I need to go...ugh!!!!

MY FISH!!!!!

That's right...my lovely fish has died. I had him for 2 days...and now he's gone. So today's not going so well. I should have known last night, he didn't look so grooovy. I was just thinkin that maybe I should move him out of his little tank thing tomorrow, and now its too late. I called the pet store to see if I can replace him, and they said yes. So that's kinda cool. But it was so hard to find my white guy, and now I don't know if I can find a replacement. So I am sad.
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My New Addition to the Family!

So, for a while I've been wanting to get another Beta. I had one as a child, like most of us do, and of course it died about a year later. So for the last 4 or 5 months I've been on the hunt for one Beta in particular...a pure white one with no other colors. Well, it's actually harder than it seems. They either have some with blue or red or even pink. Well, today when I was at Petsmart hunting around for a tank (please read previous blog) I saw this beautiful white Beta. Couldn't resist, so I bought him with my last 4$ (and I did get a tank too for a total of 32$!!!). I've decided to name him Sephiroth, cause my frogs are named Cloud and Tifa (reference Final Fantasy 7 please). I also think it would be cool to get a lava lamp tank for him, how sweet would that be!!!! Well, anyways, my snail family is still over-running the tank. No new news there, but I do look forward to the fish that Im gonna get that will enjoy scarfing down the little buggers soooon!

--->(Sephiroth from FF7)

Frogs vs. Snails

So recently I acquired a snail. Read carefully...one snail. I decided that he would look grooovy with my 2 frogs that I have. I've had my frogs for about 2 1/2 years now, so they've been here a while. So after I decided to add this snail...about a couple of days later, a glob of white dots appeared to have stuck to the walls of my tank. I really didn't think anything of it, so I thought maybe it was the snail pooping or something. No biggie right....WRONG!!! Soon after my tank is covered in these gooey blobs and I'm thinking...eggs? But I only got one snail, so theres like no dude to make them into babies. Wrong again! I now have close to 50 baby snails of all different sizes roaming around in my tank. I know my frogs HATE me now...what have I done?!?!?!?! They won't even sing anymore (yes, they sing). So now I can't even use my tank (thank God finally something happened, I hate that tank) but my other dilemma is that I can't afford another tank for my frogs. So currently I put them into my 'holding' tank that I use when I clean their home tank. Since I gotta toss the other one (sorry guys, but yes, that means snails and all!) I gotta get them another tank sooon!!!! So hopefully I can find a cheap one in the pet store that's not too complicated and has a filter that I can use with my frogs. Just the tiny 20$-30$ one is fine, but I have been ridiculously broke lately its not even funny. So the Frogs win...and the snails go. I might keep one in a tiny glass or something so I can manage it. So wish me luck peeoples!!!!

...what a lousy vacation...

So. As some of you all know, or may not know, I am on vacation this week. What have I done so far? Well, nothing really.

For starters, I had to drive my friend to Carson on Friday, you really don't wanna know the story, but it cut into my gas and I didn't think that would be much of a problem for our trip the next day and it actually cost me 20 bucks more than I really wanted it too!!! We went to Cali to pick up Johns mom on Saturday, and then came back on Sunday. On the way there I stopped at a gas station at around 9:00 at night and there were a gazillion bugs flying around the lights, a lot of them were mosquito's, and the guys decided to leave the car doors open and not help me wash the windows when I had to take care of the dog. So guess what happened...yeah, all these mosquito's piled into my car. So on the last leg of an hour or so to our destination, we had to keep the windows and sunroof open to get all these guys out. Got most of them, but on the way back the next day, there were still a bunch. I guess I'm really tasty, cause I was the only one that got bit! 18 bites on one foot/leg, and 17 on the other. It always happens. At my last apartment we had a really bad mosquito problem and I was the only one that got bit. So I guess I'm really good-tasting! So that's what I had to look forward to on the way home.

Monday I have no idea what I did...that's pretty bad. Then, I got my hair done on Tuesday, and went to work to help with something that I thought my awesome friend was gonna help with and totally flaked, so I ended up going to work on my time off!!! So yeah...and what else...today I played some Devil May Cry 4, beat a couple of missions. I was supposed to run errands for Johns mom, but I didn't know so now everyone is pissed off at me. I also played some Tibia (which I'm still on) and read the Breaking Dawn book (No I haven't finished it yet!!!)

So far my vacation has really sucked! I was supposed to go up to Washington to visit my friend Vicki, but she is actually coming down to visit soon, so that got canceled, I really wanted to go and see some really pretty scenery thou, and go Orca watching!!! I've never been to Washington, and I loooove to travel. Sad that I've only been to 3 states in my entire life! YEAH, SAD!!! So I really need to plan something really cool next year.


My Birthday is coming up next month, and I am gonna be sooo flat broke its not even funny. I gotta re-register both cars and add smog to that, plus renew my license. All of this is due in September. Thats a lot!!! So once again, my Birthday is really gonna suck a lot!!! On top of that, I feel like all my friends aren't really my friends anymore or they just never were in the first place. I just feel promised and played. It's lame, and sometimes I just wanna move and start all over.

Well...thats about all I got tonight...everyone here is sleeping, including the dog, and I'm not really tired. Think I'll have some brownies and milk, hit the sack and look forward to another boring day on VACATION!