Should I take a Chance???

Well, Well...I would say that it is about time, but then I was kinda dreading this day as well. Chance...the infamous 'ex', has decided to contact me once again, this time via facebook. I have to say, he has balls, after everything he's done he has the audacity to try to be my friend once again. Part of me says what the fuck, check it out, I can always delete him. Then part of me says don't even think about it! If I do, well first of all, Johnny will be livid pissed at me....among some of my other friends, and then Chance will also get an inside scoop of my life, which is really not what I want. It took me soooo long to get away from him and now that he's back, its just a bunch of mixed emotions now. I really, truly shouldn't. Then if I decide that I am definitely not gonna let him an inch back into my life, then do I let him know? Well...I am gonna think on this for a bit and really figure it out. Its very, very complex...

Venting!!!!

So, work. Work, work, work...fucking work! Its not so much the company, more like the people who work for the company, and they don't seem to know how to do their job. Its a freaking circus and there are monkeys putting on the show. I mean, it just seems like anyone can b-s their way through an interview and get any old job . People kissin' other people's ass just to get their foot in the door! I'm sorry that I don't brag about myself, and I don't always have a story about being better than everyone. I know I am not very articulate, and I don't really interview well, but I can work my ass off. I can get the job done, plus some! It also helps when you have a 'fair' interview too.....I mean that's just how I feel. And the sucky part is that there really isn't anything you can do about it except be happy you even have a job. And I do realize that work is very, very hard to find right now, but really...and another thing, where has customer service gone? Doesn't it seem like anytime you need help whether it is over the phone or in the store, there is some wise-crack dumb ass that really doesn't wanna help you and could really care less about what the fuck is going on! Companies are just hiring any local scum-bag so they can save some money. But you know what? Karma. That's right, good old fashioned Karma. It's gonna kick in on everyone one of these days and people are gonna have to suck it! Suffer...deal...oh yes. I actually think that part of the economy crap that's going on is just the start of it. People aren't gonna wanna do business with companies that have shitty employee's. So, we shall see what happens....

So anyways, I'm sure you can tell that I am a bit bitter...and I only hope that I can get over it by the end of the week. I mean, I really have to suck it up until March, and then hopefully I can breathe and not have to worry about the shit that's making my life a living hell! But I have my real, true friends to thank for helping me keep my sanity, I love you guys!