Spinning Out of Control!

How! How did this happen, and so quickly. I mean, one minute I’m in a 5 year relationship, then it's over...but the ex doesn’t want to leave. So I let him stay-big mistake. Then after a year, I run into what I think is the most incredible guy that I've met in a long, long time. Who cares that he is 6 years younger than I am…he is really hot, very sweet, and has his shit together. Pretty rare for his age I think. He tells me that he likes girls that are responsible and don’t have drama…well, guess what! I think I have drama with my stupid ex still in the house, AND we still sleep in the same bed. What the hell am I supposed to do here!?!?!?!?! I know, I know….kick him out. But there are all these ‘buts=what if it doesnt work out with this new guy, or what if I don't like living by myself...' and even before I met this amazing guy, my other buddy told me to kick the ex out, to not even let him move into my new place! The ex is hard to convince to move on thou. It’s really hard to convince him to leave. He is still a good friend,

and I really hope that he can move on without relying on me so much. I guess first things first...buy a bed for myself. I need to still remember focus on getting what I want for me! Not to go and do stuff because of someone else. So think about my actions, analyze the best situation for myself and go!!!

Welcome Home!

So I have officially moved all my stuff to my first home!!! And let me tell you, that after a week of painting the whole thing, It looks amazing and was worth it. I painted the living room twice, and the Master bedroom twice as well, and I ended up

painting a hallway black,  the colors all over look amazing, plus an extra trip or two to the paint store to hang out with the hot paint guy was also worth it ;) So now that I have moved in, what to do with my living situation. My 'roommie' has moved his bed into the master bedroom. First of all, I don't have a bed of my own, and second of all it wouldn't be able to fit anywhere else. I think I might have to crash in the living room until we can get the whole thing straightened out. I think I would like it in my new place by myself, I might get more done. I mean, he even took off 2 days of work and just lectured me on I am wasting my time painting and not even helping. If he would've helped me then I might have had all the walls painted. I just have the window sills and the fireplace left to do, little stuff. And now that a lot of my crap is in here, I get to sort and separate and get rid of the crap. I am looking for a good dining room table, since I had a bar area at the last place and no table, now I need the table. I found a few that I think I like, lets hope they are pretty cheap. I don't have very much left after I put the down on my house and paid some stuff off too. But I think it was well worth it. I still need to read my doc's so I know who to pay...lol..., anyways Love my new home, I think I will call it the House of Hyrule. I now need to organize, finish painting, start the backyard project, and get my crazy room-mate situation under control. Wish me luck!!!!